you think you're better than the truth

I don’t understand
How you can look at yourself
Every single fucking day
Deny the truth
Internal scars
Hidden beneath the lies
You’ve been selling to everyone
Including yourself

So who the fuck do you wanna be
What the fuck do you wanna be
Magdalena?
Dalia?
Delilah?
Some fucking whore I can't
Remember?
I’ll give you whatever you crave
Just go the fuck away!

So far removed from you
I got a dollar for every pound of flesh
You’ve carved
Outta me
So far removed from you
I got a dollar for every moment of pain
You’ve caused me
So far removed from you
I got a dollar for every ounce of blood
You’ve sucked
Outta me

I don’t look a thing like you
And I don’t believe the things
you tell me, you want me to
Disembody my sense of self
With your beauty
Tear at my convictions
With you deciet
You stab me in the back
With your I love you’s
And forget me nots!

I won’t let myself
get dragged down
by you
Selfish and pathetic
creature
Enjoy your new stature
Your position on your knees
It fits you better
Spread and wanting
You will never be a queen